If I Said I Were Okay I'd Be Lying

So lately I’ve been feeling
Weirder than I’ve ever felt before
Feeling numb sometimes
Sometimes feeling dead inside
Emotionless
If I said I were okay I’d be lying
If I said I were okay
I wouldn’t be telling the truth
I’m not okay
I’m not all right
I’m losing these words I have to say
And wondering just what I want to do
Dreams
Restless ambitions
If I said I were okay I’d be lying
Fighting so hard
I’m tired of lying
I’m telling the truth
If I said I were okay
I’d be lying
I can’t wait until everything goes back to normal
And then if I said I were okay
I wouldn’t be lying