Ghost in the snow

Do you see who I am?
Without the masks and lies?
Do you realize who I am?
You dont even try.

Did you like me better with my mask?
With all the lies I told?
Is that who you want me to be?
Is that what you want to be told?

You know I love you.

And all your imperfections.

But it's clear you dont feel the same.

Even if all I wanted was your friendship.

So why put myself through the pain?
Because as much as I hurt,
I still love who you are.

Who we were.

And even though I know you there.

It feels like your far away.

I miss you now more then ever.

All I want is to see your face.

So when will all this end?
This pain that I endure.

Maybe it's meant to be painful
Maybe my heart is always meant to break.

And even if it's just friendship.

I'll wait.

I'll wait until you realize,
That I'm not going anywhere.

Like a Ghost in the snow, You dont see me. But I'm always going to be here for you.