Someday

Try as I might,
I am not able to change myself;
I am who I am,
From the day I was born
To when I will breathe my last,
And beyond.

But life is hard,
I have moulded myself to expectations;
I ignored the consequences
For those I love,
For myself.

Realisation that
I've lost who I am;
I can't remember the real me,
How I was meant to be,
Who I am meant to be.

Years of conforming
Have meant I have lost myself,
And I don't know hot to return;
I just hope I can:
Someday.