How i feel

All i want is someone to care
i have my friends
but they're never even there
my boyfriend cares too much for drugs
i'm so full of hatred
not kisses and hugs

i don't know what has brought me down
but it appears i'm falling through the ground
i'm down so low
i can't get back up
but can't sink no further
it's like i'm just stuck

my heart is aching with my pain
i thought i wouldn't feel this ever again
i really wish someone would help
i need to talk
and not to myself!!!

why does no-one ever care
do i cover that well ?
are they even aware?

i wish i could just dissapear
no-one else would notice
but atleast i'm not here!!!