Excuse Me...

Excuse me as I put on my gas mask
And breath, maybe scream my last breath
For the day just isn’t brighter
And the night just gets darker
Like our memories grow older
While he smiles and holds her

So excuse me as I climb in my casket
And say goodbye to my friends and that’s it
Because this way he won’t shed a tear
It’ll be a blur as everything begins to disappear
I’ll lay underground, my life no longer
I’ll be dead, I won’t be here to bother

A classic, like her little black dress
A wanted feeling, like the tingle in her kiss
A memory reveals all the feelings you miss
You see me, not her, stuck in your little hott mess.
That’s me, you’ll see, you’ll be with me

So excuse me as I turn and run
Towards my room and reach for your gun
The letter brought new feelings to hard
To realize my memory is just a broken shard
Of you and me, so happy we used to be

Now excuse me as I slowly pull the trigger
You’re done caring for me, now forget and love her
Lower me down, forever silent in the ground
Where I’ll stay, my love for you forever bound.