Is it Possible?

I Love him.
I hate him
I want him.
I want him dead.

Emotions so contradicting,
Heart torn apart.
I can't seem to decide.
What does one do?

Is it possible to love
Someone you hate?
I don't know How I should feel.
These lies make it all surreal.

I love him.
I hate him.
I want him.
I want him dead.

Emotions so contradicting,
Heart torn apart.
How does one make it through?
How does one decide.

I see him,
In my mind's eye.
Is it possible to hate
Someone you love?

He told me
All kinds of lies.
Yet when he kissed me,
The world was right.

So contradicting,
Heart torn apart.
What do I believe?
The lies or his eyes?

It has been so long,
Since I've seen his smile.
I miss him so,
But I wish i'd never met him.

I love him.
I hate him.
I want him.
I want him dead.

Emotions so contradicting,
Heart torn apart.
Is it possible to love
Someone you hate?