“SMASK ”

I am the mistake,
Born but unwanted.
I am the outcast,
Judged by looks, only taunted.
I am the beaten,
Made fun of, and deferred.
I am the shut up,
Shy word never heard.
I am the loveless,
Number three is a friend.
I am the forgotten,
The drugs will not mend.
I am the pain,
Never shown on the face.
I am the monster,
That bleeds to replace.
I am the evil,
The subliminal thought.
I am the dead,
Slip the knot I’m distraught.
I am the nice soul,
Gave love, and still lost
I am the used,
Every fight has a cost.
Put on for you,
Last gift you can take.
This is my smile,
The mask that I fake.