the word love means something (to me)

the feelings are new,
i don't know what to do, i told you how i feel,
yet nothing is mentioned, like your lips are sewed shut.
don't know if these feelings a right, it feels so wrong,
but i want this so bad,
i've never felt this way before, and the word love means something.
jealousy burns through my eyes, when you act like that with her,
like my feelings mean nothing.
so you know what? i've tried my best, and i might actually love you ,
but i know you don't feel the same.
so with my last try i will tell you that, every time im near you my heart seems to jump,
and when your friendly with other girls, all i do is cry,
and you are the first person that i have loved.