My lost love

You made me feel importent like I belonged on this earth I now know as Hell,you said you loved me but now I know that you say whatever you need to, to get what you want, and you wanted me because you knew I do whatever you wanted me to, if you told me to jump off a bridg I would, I would do anything for you and you knew it,I gave up my life that was finally getting better to be with you because I loved you and I always will, and it kills me to go through one day without seeing you, but I know that you are better then me, and I know I'm worthless to you and everyone on this earth I know as Hell, I can't help but to think I don't belong here, I'm worthless ugly petty and disorented, I loved you and you broke me, it's hard to breath when I think of you, and I can't help but to cry, I miss you I need you and I always will love you.