I can only cry

When I die I know you will not cry,
So I sit here alone knowing you can't wait to see me die and I cry,
I cry because I miss you,
I cry because you were the only one who stood up for me,
I cry because you said you loved me,
Did any one tell you that you use the word love as if it's the word hi,
So now I cry for all the times you said you loved me and never ment it,
I cry at the thought of you,
My friends are sick of me talking about you and crying over you,
I wish I knew how to get over you,
So I do the only thing I know how to do I cry.