I Wish

I wish I didn’t care what people thought of me
I wish I didn’t care if I was loved
I wish that I could look into a mirror
And not wonder who the hell I was

I wish that some-one would feel the same way
So that they could tell me I’m not alone
I wish that someone else had this confusion
The feeling of being a stranger in your home

I wish that someone could see through all the smiling
I wish that I could have to guts to say “I’m scared”
I wish I didn’t feel the way I’m feeling
I wish I didn’t wish that someone cared

I wish that my friends would see me crying
I wish that they could know I’m not ok
I wish that this emptiness would pass me
I wish that someone else could lead the way

I wish that someone could feel the same way
So that they could tell me I’m not alone
I wish that someone else had this confusion
The feeling of being a stranger in your home

I wish that I could live inside my head
I wish that I knew myself
Do you know how it feels when you make up your mind?
And change it all the time, because you don’t know what’s right?

I wish that someone could feel the same way
So that they could tell me I’m not alone
I wish that someone else had this confusion
The feeling of being a strange in your home

I wish that I could go back to the beginning
I wish that I could give up before the start
I wish I could look like her, or anyone else
I wish I didn’t believe in love, or my heart