And Oh I Forgot to Tell You

I enjoy the times I heard myself scream
and I fucking hate this world and everything in between
and oh I know, don't you wish you were as cool as this
I sit here and think and realize it's fine.

I was oh so happy and now Im not
and i just don't give a fuck anymore
and oh i know, dont you wish you were mine
and oh how i'd like to think your mine

and sometimes i sing to myself just to pass the time
and i wonder what i would be doing if we were together again
just passing the days away me and you my friend
and oh i forgot to tell you im dying

when you hear my voice you think im fine
but then again i see the time and i take another pill
and oh how i wish you were here to see it
and oh i forgot to tell you im dying

i lost my way and couldnt see the light
and maybe some day youll see, i was always right
i knew that i wouldnt be ok and you walked away
and oh i forgot to tell you im dying

i turn the light on and see your smiling face
and when the lights go on, im sipping a drink singing amazing grace
but isn't it wonderful the shit we go through
and oh i forgot to tell you im dying

and while i sit here singing my songs
and i watch you drive away i can't tell you
that im dying inside and no one can see it
and oh i forgot to tell you shes dead

this girl you used to love isnt so little anymore
and shes swearing and drinking and the drugs are her friends
and so is he and shes swearing you cant see
and oh I forgot to tell you im dying.