James

This is my first love
Not a character
The first time i ever felt destroyed
When i ended up alone

Nothing would have ever come of it
This i am sure now
He's married now and soon he'll have a kid
No doubt

But he was kind to me, made me feel special
He gave me his jewelry that was special to him
And he sang stupid songs with me in a crowded bar
Called me lovely names

I have his pictures around my room
In frames and held up by pins
I wear his jewelry all the time
Its my good luck charm

I knew him less than two weeks
But i know i fell in love
Why else would i have been so broken
When he never wrote me back?

I keep the message stored
In a safe place, never erased
And I'll send it again one day
When i am grown and loved
And he's is a fond memory of first crushes
First love
One sided holiday romances
And burning sun