Darkness In The Valley

In this darkness that surrounds me
the sniper takes its aim
the bullet flies striate through my heart
but i can feel no pain.

I wonder why I'm bleeding
I winder why I care
I wonder "If I die,
would any one be there?"

I see the one that shot me
her bullet did fly true
but had no idea
all the harm that it would do.

I lay here in this darkness
broken , bloody, bruised
but you are all I think of
yes I think of only you

You left me here to die
for you I'm dying still
for you I lay here bleeding
but me you can not kill.

If I could change the past I would
I'd wipe it all away
I'd do it all again
but so this time you would stay.

I wonder why I feel this way
I wonder why I care
I wonder why I did this to myself
I wonder if you'd dare,

Dare to to take another chance
with an imbecile like me
the one you said you loved
thats finally gone clean

I'm walking through this valley
but not walking in despair
because I've finally realized
you'll never be there