Us

My tears feel like razorblades,
This stupid song,
Flooding memories into my head,
Your face,
The only thing keeping me alive,
Us,
Just a memory, nothing more,
I realise now,
I was stupid, mislead, insecure,
Pain,
All I feel when I think of you and her,
Death,
A wish I could bring upon her, or myself,
Wonder,
What goes on in your head?
Suffering,
Something I'll have to cope with.