I am not broken.

I'm not much of anybody at all.

I don't deserve to be loved, that's quite obvious to me now.

I am, in fact, a nobody.

There is nothing special about me.

Except maybe that I’m gay.

I hate men.

Can’t help it.

They scare me and piss me off.

Honestly though, that’s it.

I’m a loser and a fuck up.

I don’t do anything right.

I listen to music to make myself feel better.

I look up to the members of My Chemical Romance.

I would give anything to meet them.

I love them and the music they create.

They keep me alive.

You can abuse me and use me, I’ll keep coming back.

I’ll do anything to feel loved.

I’d let you beat me if you just tell me you love me when you do it.

I am a people pleaser; it’s a rare time when I say no.

I have let people violate my body, because I just wanted to be loved.

I have been raped.

It was my fault.

Don’t tell me otherwise.

I won’t believe you.

I know everybody is disgusted with me.

I know when people look at me they want to vomit.

I would do anything to be beautiful.

I am an only child.

I want a family.

I know I will never have it.

I do not deserve the love of another woman.

I do not deserve to have children.

I will never be what I want to be.

I will always be the disappointment.

Forgive me for my sins.

I know no other way to be.

Do not try to change me.

I do not want to be different.

Do not fix me.

I am not broken.

I am me.