The Last Time

they said action speaks louder than words
a single rose means more than thousands 'i love you's
i rest my soul unpeacefully with hurts,
wasting my life with a bottle of booze

i hurt myself to cover my burden
mourning over my over-guilt loss
as i cried behind this closed curtain,
i only feel you watch me like a ghost

grey clouds towering over my head,
as they symbolize what i feel inside..
i lay myself upon this empty bed,
picturing you were holding me tight

those happy times with you now are over
i just can't see the point of seizing the day
for i only sense my useless endeavor
finally i would send you my last goodbye