Word By Word

Can't explain,
Say a word.
Crush.
I knew it.

Say all the facts,
leave me with suspense.
Rejection.
I wished for the opposite.

Akward silence,
mock my feelings.
Hiding.
I ran for it.

More silence,
I looked into you eyes.
Asked.
I stood up for it.

You stood up,
Walked towards me.
Touched.
I wished for this.

You leaned in,
I kissed you.
Love.
What was missing was that.

A perfect moment,
I pulled back.
Lust.
What I felt.

A longfull memory.
It was now archived in my dreams.
Hope...
For it to happen again.

I love you.
Still being rejected.
Progress.
Im slowly getting over you.

Im falling.
Slowly and gently.
Cuts.
Thank you Lara, Nisa and Lorela,or preventing those.

Shey,
Thanks for everything.
Cookies.
The thing that made me feel better.

I felt like an idiot.
How could I fall for you?
Naive.
How I felt.

Heart,
Heart.
Heart.
Heartbreak.