Thoughts

I stood still for so long.My world just spinning around and round. I stayed looking down. The only thing that didn't change and spin was the ground. I think of all the what ifs and where we'd be today. Do you care in anyway? All that's left to do is pray. The spinning coming to a halt but babe i know its not your fault, nothing ever is. I'll just put on a smile and walk right out, like I did from your life. I may regret it but I'll learn not to fret it. I don't see you coming back, no I'm not asking you to cut me any slack. My world just turns black. I can't see what's coming. Though now it's at least a blur, My tears will fade. Darkness wont invade.