Shame and Tears

all these days i sit in shame
thinking of what else the state can take away
my tears fall as i walk down the hall
hearing others voices scream out that im a mistake
and all thats left is the rattleing of chains
a prision wall made only of flames
shot down and turned around
lies bagder me as i fall down
shots fall and i dogde the sirens
walking the road is nothing but silent
question is am i loseing this game
to everyone that loves to blame
that living is shame