Time wasting

Why does she hate me?
All the things I've said.
All the things that I've done.
Was it all for nothing?
Because now my life is over.
Nothings left to say,
Nothing left to do.
Not a damned thing to live for.
Does it have to be this way?

What was it all fucking for?
Nothing.
A monumental waste of time,
The sum of my life.

Now trapped in this world,
Where they hear you scream.
And dont give a fuck anyway.
What was this life for?
A monumental waste of time.
Of yours and of mine.