A Lost Love

I watch the rain fall on the ground
I look, but do not see
They make no sound
Where the drops land
I do not know
For they disappear
As sand
Blowing in the wind
When i fell for you
I disappeared too
Now i don't know who i am
Months pass
Now it's cold
I yearn for arms to hold
Me at my weakest
To see me at my worst
Snow falling
Twirling in a dance
Resting on my window pane
I stare, entranced
I reach to touch the flake
Waiting for the pain
It melts
Slow but sure
A metaphor
For something more
Something true
You
Tears
Spill over
I run for cover
I cannot hide
It is myself i most fear
The feelings i cant suppress
Stress
I melt away
Just as the snow will someday
I slip away
Just as the first flower begins to bloom
And soon
I will be with you