Yesteryear

When I wake up
Sunlight dancing in my room
The very first thought I have is of you
As I go on
And try to carry on with my life
I have to stop 'cause it's too hard to say goodbye
Goodbye
To the memories
Of yesteryear
To never longing and only fearing today
And I hope and pray
That I could go back to all those happy moments
Before the losses or hearts were broken
I wish everyday
It's unthinkable
The numbness that I feel
When every move I make is tainted by those times that you were here
That you were here
I don't understand
Why things changed the way they did
When I look back on it
I do my best not to cry
To say goodbye
To the memories
Of yesteryear
To never longing and only fearing today
And I hope and pray
That I could go back to all those happy moments
Before the losses or hearts were broken
I wish everyday
And how we're so far off the beaten path of 'us'
We both promised 'forever'
I remember the last night we spent together
I think I cried more tears that night than ever
And now I just wanna run away
Run away
To the memories
Of yesteryear
To never longing and only fearing today
And I hope and pray
That I could go back to all those happy moments
Before the losses or hearts were broken
I wish everyday