Liar

I thought i had made it go away.
I thought i had made you glad.
But the truth is its not about me
And your pain is making me sad.
But you know all the words that Ive wanted to say
And you know the way that I feel.
I just want to make all this shit go away
But I guess that fate has been sealed.
I hate when you tell me you're kidding
And I hate my first thoughts were wrong.
I hate how you think you're not worth it
And I really hate how you make me write songs
I hate knowing you thought I was kidding
When I said I would miss big time.
I hate it when you dont think Im serious
And I really hate when you make me rhyme.
I hate when you say things you dont mean
"I like to talk to you; you make me smile."
What I think you really mean is "Youre a nice person,
I just wish you would go away for a while."
I hate your depressed bullitens
And you negative-thinking blogs
And I hate all your previous headlines
That make my Mikey-glasses fog
I thought i had made it go away.
I thought i had made you glad.
But the truth is its not about me
And your pain is making me sad.
You said that you were a chicken
When it all comes down to pain.
But considering the tings you said that weren't exactly true?
Your little depression thing is making me insane.
I guess what it all comes down to
Are the final I-hate-you things.
The way you brighten the room when you smile
And the way you make my stupid name ring.
Its all in your captivating stage presents
And the way that you brighten the room.
You always make everyone so cheerful
And you're now in a state of gloom.
I just wish I could make you happy.
But I've already played the best card in the deck.
You had taken it well but now its all shot to hell
And youve sort of made my life a shipwreck.
I thought i had made it go away.
I thought i had made you glad.
But the truth is its not about me
And your pain is making me sad...

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Another "old" one[September 2006]