You walked out; I walked away.

I guess I really hurt him.
I gave all that I could.
I was going paranoid.
I tried my hardest, I sware.
I second guessed us.
I felt something, that she didn't.
I found my ex.
I wanted forever.
I thought it was lust.
She got confused.
Then I hurt you.
Now I'm alone.
I saw the pain in your eyes.
It hurts so baddly.
I know you cried. For that I'm sorry.
I mean, I thought it was all great.
I loved it when everything was perfect,
But she pushed me away.
But then I pushed you away. I lost you.
She found someone new; better.
I couldn't say how I felt, and I'm lost with a broken confused heart.
I want her hug again.
And now it's all gone.
I miss her smile, so much.
Maybe, I made a mistake.
And I'd give it all up,
to give it all up.
for you to come back.
It hurts like hell.
Maybe I was stupid for thinking
I made a really big mistake.
that you wouldn't walk out. So I slacked in being there for you.
I walked away.
Maybe, you really were to blame for my
Baby, I should have stayed.
bad moods.
I caused too much drama,
Maybe you really did hurt me.
but you were always there.
But maybe I still care.
It hurts so much.
Maybe I should forget you.
You're better off without me.
But, maybe I can't.
You shouldn't have ever met me, I'm so sorry.
Maybe, I'll find someone else.
Cause I know you'll find someone amazing.
Maybe she won't hurt me like you.
Better than me.
She'll never be you, though.
I really loved you.
I hope your happy, even though it's not with me.
I shouldn't say loved.
I really love you.
Cause I really love you and I'm lost without you.