Torn

Back then I used to think that holding on was the only way we could last

But right now everything seems to fall down fast

Like the memories spent between these four walls

I'm just watching as each one of them quickly falls

As the day fades I try to think about what I have to do

To get you back here with me, to have me next to you

But it seems like nothing feels right anymore

Ever since that day you ran past the door

And told me that you'd be better now that you're not with me

You made it clear that without me you'd be free

I tried to think about those last words you said

Making them run around and around before I go to bed

Because as I endure the pain, I notice that I'm getting stronger

So now I try to hold on just a little bit longer

But I'm thinking that what I'm doing is just an excuse to say that I'm not missing you

Because every time I look around, I remember all the things we used to do

And it brings me back to the time before we fell apart

Where you had the key to my now broken heart...