Don't think twice.

I just love how,
you can pretend to actually have feelings for me.
You let me believe that maybe once,
once in my life I'd meant something.

I just love how,
you can lie like it's a an instinct.
You say you love me,
but you really don't even know me.

I just love how,
you hurt me before.
You hurt me so baddly before,
and I still let you slip your way back.

I just love how,
you think your so much better than me.
You think your better,
and your right.

I just love how,
I've let you bring me down,
until I've fallen.

I just love how,
I still see you,
and I still completely love you.

I just love how,
you don't need me anymore.
You don't need me?
I guess your right.

I just love how,
I cry every night now.
And it's like my mind goes straight to you.

I just love how,
I don't love any of these things.
I just love you;
and for that I hate myself.

And, by the time you read this,
You can search me through your phone,
for my number.
You can text me, you can call me.
But, boy.
I won't answer,
and you don't have to think twice on why.