I wish Id die today

Tears build up inside,
I cant seem to lose this feeling,
I just want to run or hide,
Im on the floor kneeling,
Just give me a break,
Im drowning in this sickness,
Let me go for my minds sake,
I cant take anymore of this.

People wearing masks think I cant see through their lies,
They haunt my dreams,
I cant stand being fake its everything I despise,
But fake is what I am it seems,
I want to throw up my life and die today,
I cant cry but I wish I could,
I would cry my fucking heart out,
All I want to say is,
I wish Id die today.