Cry for Help

Ugh...leave me alone
let me be, let me think,
HELL let me f-ing breathe...
stress stress stress, thats all you
bring to me on a plate full of
hate, pain, anger, and misery...
i'm sick of it, tired, and full....
feed me something new
something that is good...
my soul, spirit, and heart is dying
b/c i keep crying...
no more tears, no more stress
GET ME OUT OF THIS F-IN MESS!!!!!!!!!
hear me out, hear me SHOUT
i'm just want some rest and i'm so
tired of all these test....
God hear my prayer, i know you are up
there, please don't block my cries
they are driving me crazy....i don't know
what to do now....i'm hurting each day
and dying each moment.....please put a smile on
my face again...these days get harder and i just
want to get stronger.....so AAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HELP ME PLEASE!!!!!! WHAT AM I DOING WRONG??
I DON'T WANT TO LOSE EVERYTHING!!!!
so AAAAAAAHHHHHH HELP ME PLEASE!!!!
i don't want to lose everything.......