Failure Sweeps Your Smile, It Hightens Mine

Do you hear the tearing?
It's the sound of my heart, detonating.
Do you hear the laughter?
It's the devil's glee on my shoulders.

It's today I've wondered how life's been
And through memory lane, all that's left is sin
Repent, repent
That's what she said

He's been up in the skies for quite some time
Until He dissolves me for my crime
Lurking, I've been trembling
Waiting for the miracle to come flying

It hasn't come, no not yet
I've been decaying but I won't regret
Heads or Tails? I pick none.
I have lost and I have won

I've been sitting for quite too long
Tomorrow, I'll be swaying with this song
Your face, it's swelling purple and red
You thought I've lost, but haven't you read?