does she realize?

she makes me realize
what it's like to be alive
shes always there to talk to me
each and every night
she doesnt know
that shes the one i holds on for
the one that makes me not feel
the pain anymore
does she realize?
what i see when i look into her eyes?
hope, joy, and happiness
is what i see when it comes to this
i need so much to be in her presence
to feel that i cvan make it through all of this
without her i wouldnt be where i am today
does she realize?
i fear she's not here to stay
please, please dont go away
or i will be all alone here
with no reason to stay