I Feel Better When I'm Around You

When i'm with you I feel safe
When i'm with you I get this smile on my face
And it won't go away.

You make me feel better
Like I really matter.

You've saved me from the dark abyss more than once.
But whats this mean?

I love him with all my heart even though he broke it.
But my heart is healing slowly.

I like you too but our friendship means too much to me,
But yet,
I still kissed you.

I don't know what to do.
I wanna wait for him to come around,
But I wanna be happy.

I'm so confused.

All I know is that I feel better when i'm with you.
And that no matter what i'll never stop loving him.

I'm stuck underwater again,
Which way is up?