My illusion of love

Not a single day goes by without me thinking of you
Every day, every hour, every minute
This unrequited love has made me feel so numb
I feel nothing
Not the rosethorns digging into my skin
Not the coldness of the rain that falls
I'm trapped inside me
I'm not able to let go of you
Never will i be
You've made my solitude go away
Even though ive never felt so alone in my entire life
It's all an illusion, an illusion of love
I long to feel your touch, your lips against mine
Nothing is what I am, I am nothing without you
I'm living my illusion, My illusion of love