Suicide

This razor blade,
Stained red with regret,
You think it'll end all your problems,
But it will never help.

Please don't turn to suicide,
I need you here with me,
You show me how to live my life,
And show me what to be.

How can such a person,
Drive himself to this?
A life blown in a second,
Like another kiss.

Drunken rages hit me so hard,
It always breaks my heart,
When you have these sleepless nights,
Tearing yourself apart.

Yet more pills down the hatch,
Depression that won't cease,
Why can't you ever stop?
Can't you see it's killing me?

I want to pull you out of this,
Rescue you from sin,
But I can't take away the biggest fear,
The sadness set within.