Bleeding tears and choking lies, along with burning throats

When I say I love you it burns my throat and hurts my tongue, you long for more and it kills me to dish it out. I'm shaking at the thought of your touch being lost, and your scent being gone. I give it all to say goodbye, but these feelings, they just won't subside. I just wanna break down and run away, but you always come back to me; always appear back in my mind. My heart is broken and covered in stitches. You're everything I want, your everything I'm not. Your everything I need and your not even here.