Break In Two

you were my best friend
i saw you laughed,
i saw you smiled,
i saw sunshine above your head

you were my best friend
i thought that you're really laughing
or really smiling
and i thought the sun was really shining

you were my best friend
i was yours too
of all the questions i might ask you
i'll ask just one

if you can hear me asking,
you were my best friend,
"were you pretending to be it?"

don't answer me,
as i saw enough pain in your mother's eyes,
on your funeral day.