Forever gone without a dream

I love you
I hate you
I need you
I want so desperately to leave you

You call me a child
You call me a fool
Yet I keep coming back
to be used as your tool

I love you
I hate you
I want you
I need you

You told me you loved me
but in no such words
It broke my heart
when I heard you speak them to her

I love you
I hate you
I cry over you
I bleed for you

My face is wet
from tears freshly shed
I run from your arms
So openly spread

I love you
I hate you
I need you
I want so desperately to leave you

My heart is mending
slowly but surely
You come back to me
You say Im yours truly

I love you
I hate you
I want you
I cant take you

My hearts open again
Freshly cut on the floor
I just started feeling again
Then you walked back through the door

I love you
I hate you
I see you
I need you

Im stronger now
my heart no longer sore
You've cut me one too many
Now it's your turn to watch me walk out that door

I love you
I hate you
I leave you
I no longer need you

Im tired of you
and the heartache you bring
Its my time now
my time to be free

I love you
I hate you
i need you
I leave you

I will always love you
deep in my soul
But you've hurt me more
then you could ever know

I love you
I love you
I hate you
I hate you

I once thought
that we were meant to be
But now
a more mature person can see

I love you
I hate you
I love you
I hate you

You will never be with me
Such a simple wish that I will never see
The hopes of forever are gone
without a dream