Hate to Love or Love to Hate?

The piercing sound of your voice hurts my ears,
The agony building up inside of me and can’t contain,
Every time I hear it, feels like a car crash,
I am hopelessly in love and can’t explain.
She loves you, he loves you, and they love you, too,
I’m still under the rain deciding,
They have given me options; impossible to choose,
Loving or hating. What am I suppose to do?
Every time I taste it, I feel addicted,
Though I can’t stand you being next to me,
Every time I loath it, I want to have it,
But every time I love it, I disagree.
When will I finally learn to give up?
My inner child promised that it will soon attack,
Should I worry about this situation like I do?
At least people still say that opposites attrack.