fire and water

When I had you I gave you the best of me, at least I tried, I gave you my heart, I trusted you not to break it, But you did it any ways, You took my heart right from my chest and set it on fire, and put it back, It still burns for you, for your kiss, for your touch, for you to say those three words, I love you, You are the only one that can ever put the fire out that is burning in my chest, no matter how many tears I cry the flames never goes out, it’s melting to nothing, I never felt a pain so bad, its so strong, raging and growing stronger and bigger, it makes my heart bleed, but I can’t put it out, trust me I have tried, Only you can put this fire out, You’re my water, I need you, I love you, My heart craves for you to put this fire out that you left me with, I can feel that there is not much left of my heart now but I can’t stop loving you, even though you have left my heart burning in these raging flames, my hearts disinagrating, but no matter how much I scream in pain for you to come and put the fire out, like you use to but even though you have moved on I can’t, I still think of you every day and my heart burns at night when I let all the tears flow that I kept in so you wouldn’t have to see them, No I never wanted to hurt you, I can’t make you worry that’s why I hold it in every time I see your beautiful face and you charming smile, I always fake a smile right back at you so you think I’m ok even though I’m truly not, I’m fading slowly with the memories I have of you, I’m fading like my heart is disinagrating, It melts like a candle and burns like the flame, but if I keep on fighting through every day I think I may be okay, so don’t worry, the flame that ragging in my chest will die out soon…..