Guess How Much I Hate You

You don't seem to know how much I hate you,
You don't seem to know how much pain the memories cause.
What would you do, if you knew I won't forgive you?
That without him with me every night, I felt lost?

Alone in a world that seemed to hate me,
Everyone so cruel,
With no one to help me get through it,
how could I go to school?

But what hurts most is hiding how much I hate you,
Putting on my happy face...
Locking away the bad thoughts until the day is through,
Then I have my own space...

And I can cry...