Found Your Way Out Of The Darkness

Sitting at the dining table.
your parents chat, and start to label.
your thoughts starts racing. it can't be.
as they start to race you then agree.
the scar's on your arms are a torcher chamber.
they keep you prisoner.
washing up, and getting tired.
every day is the same. as for you, nobody admires.
love is no question. the damage it has done.
I lost. love won.
Sitting in your room doing homework.
you break down and cry. just wishing that time,
could freeze. you grab a object with a sharp edge,
and add another scar into your wrist.
you go to stand up, but fall down to your knees.
tears roll down your cheeks as if it were raining heavily.
nobody can stop you now.
you're ready. put it to your cold trembling wrist.
you insert one slit. no blood will come.
again. and your wrist is bloody.
your going cold as ice. your soul is leaving your painful past behind.
you then realize suicide, you did it.
your no longer in hell.
when your parents come into the bedroom.
they find you their. your mom fell. to her knees, she is heartbroken.
tears can tell. she dials 911. the ambulances arrive. they put you in intensive care.
you had thought you died.
you heart starts to beat again. your slowly coming back.
your gonna be alright again.
waking up, you look to your right, you see your mom by your bedside.
you breakdown and tell her your sorry, she see's all the cuts, and bruises.
then you tell her she is disapointed but also happy. you didnt pass. you'll be alright.
as she helps you forget your past.
it's been 2 months since the inncident.
back at school doing much better. everything is okay in life now, you some how find you way out.
found your way out of the darkness.