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Am I still breathing?
Or are these Silver Lungs tarnished
The hems are loose
(Stop pulling them!)
unraveling my kingdom in Heaven

My Foundation of Rock
Regresses to Sand
Amaranthine Ocean of Flames consume
(The metamorphosis of Heaven to Hell)
my body of infamous gold, my land of impious

Have I only been human?
Filthy, Immoral, and Immortal
I could never be so low
(As for I've been dreaming of achieving your place)
as to fulfill my wicked desires

(Have I betrayed you, My God?)
I'm honestly (not) sorry for my wrongs
As they are also begging for (their) indulgence