Something You May Not Know

You may not know it
but
I still remember what you used to say.
I remember how you used to hold me.
And call me yours.

You may not know it
But
You were my first love
Other flames
Could never compare
To what we used to have.

You were my first love
But
You really hurt me.
You confused me.
And made me so uncomfortable with myself.

You may not know it
But
Later when you said those things
I was so hurt
That when this happened
My world came crashing down on me.
Everything I had known for the past year was gone.

You may not know it
But
I've forgiven you.
It was all such a long time ago
And I'm ready to move on
We've said our 'sorry s' and got on with life
You more so than I

You may not know it
But
I'm more sorry for losing you than I let on
I regret my decision
And every day I never did anything about it
You may not know it
But
I do miss all the times we used to spend together
I miss the things we used to talk about
All the walks we used to go on...

You may not know it
But
Imissyoumorethananything
Istillloveyouandalwayswill