As if Betrayal Isn't Enough

Your 'I love you's got useless,
And your fake flattery too.
Your little love line lies,
Made me sick and tired.
Holding back these feelings,
I'm getting tired of having to hide.

What you said was beyond betrayal.
I thought kissing was enough.
But behind my back,
You said you loved her and always have.

It's a kid crush,
You sware.
It's a lie,
I can't stand by.
I watch my dreams crush in your fist,
and my heart break with every thing you say to avoid me.

I'm done with sitting here,
While you make up excuses.
I know they're lies,
But they're so hard to deny.
I hate our middle of the night fights,
And the way you make me cry.

The things you do that hurt me,
And the things you say that kill me.
It's like a gun to my head;
A drink to an alcoholic.
It's like crack to an addict.
It's like a gun to a suicidal teen.
It's like the things you say to me.

As if betrayal isn't enough.
You went as far out of your way,
Just to do this.

Screw this, and screw you.
I'm offically done with the crap you're pulling.
The way you live your life,
Is making me suffer when it shouldn't.

As if betrayal isn't enough.