Morose Misery

I’m drowning in the feeling
Of being outcast by the ones I love
I’m obviously having a hard time dealing
To think they were the ones I held above.

I always feel so empty
Like there’s nothing left
I want to leave this life behind
Of happiness, I am bereft.

I can’t believe this is happening to me
It’s such an ironic thing
That I get hurt all the time
It just goes in a vicious ring.

I can’t stand the constant silence
Being alone all the time
With not a soul to help me through
I feel like I am playing a mime.

I don’t want to feel like this anymore
I can’t handle all of this hurt
I am going to lose control
I’ll end up laying in the dirt.

I am now a quiet person
Not like I used to be
I always just walk away
When someone hurts me.

I put up a thick wall
To protect myself from feeling
People always hurt me
They send my weak heart reeling.

I’m sorry that I’ve lived my life
The terrible way I did
Just know that my savior is this knife
The crime scene will be so vivid.

I’ll be watching over you
From where my soul ends up
I’ll help you through the rough times
I will always be there.