See Me

All alone again
In a room of black and blue
Here I sit beside myself
Is this really true?
Do my eyes betray me?
Does my heart beat with fear?
Is this all a dream?
Or are you really here?
Black, purple and red
Colours of tears I once cried
Mommy wont you help me?
I feel dead inside.
If I cry infront of you,
Would you really care?
Or do you take a passing glance?
You have no concern to share.
Time and time again,
I may cry out for your help.
You continue to ingore,
The feelings that I felt.
What will it take for you to realize,
Or even give a fuck?
Maybe when you see me lying here,
Motionless and out of luck.