as i was

as i am falling
i reach for my rose
as i am calling
it seems no one knows
as i am crying
i reach for my blade
as i am dying
the deal is made
as i am singing
i reach for the moon
as i am thinking
i escaped my doom
as i am running
a thousand eyes blink
as i hear someone coming
my hope starts to sink
as i try to calm my heart
the stranger comes to close
as i taste the blood so tart
i feel like im overdosed
as i am realizing this stranger
i cant feel the pain
as i realize im not in danger
and i am no longer insane