Love, Pain & The Overlooked.

Swimming in pain, drowning once again…
Why do I forget how to swim, when you walk towards me?
And Learn the lot once again, when it’s you; I don’t see…

I’ll pull myself together when pain is invincible,
But when I perceive you; it all comes back again…
I’ll try to forget the past, but I can’t make out whether I should.
Because I don’t know if they are good;
Memories or bad times

Swimming in pain, drowning once again…
Why do I forget how to swim, when you walk towards me?
And Learn the lot once again, when it’s you; I don’t see…

Maybe you’ll realise;
I’m not what you think I am, and I never wanted it to end.
I love you a great deal, and to hate you; I can’t pretend.
Or maybe you’re just hurting me; to keep the people you love safe.
Or maybe you still have feelings, what is Love;
But Pain.