Break Me Down
Baby, you just broke me
To the point where it's impossible to think
Next time rip me open
And pour me out
The sounds of my screams and shouts
They fill your ears
Unleashing all your deepest fears
Making excuses to make me understand
When all I wanted was to hold your hand
I wanted you with all my life
Then you went and stabbed my chest with that damn knife
Leaving me confused
And unsure of what to do
What have I got left to loose?
You stole my heart and took it with you
Broke my tower when I was almost done
When I was proud about how strong I'd become
Then that day we fought
Never gave it a second thought
I gave you my all, baby
Kill me now and just say maybe
So what? So what?
We just messed everything up.
You had to go that extra week
And leave me with just a peak
Pick me up and put me down
Then tell me that you’re a clown
Lay me down and beat me
That’s fine it was always your dream to defeat me.
Tear my clothes and make them new
Because that’s really what you’d rather do
Just to let you know, that night I nearly died
Why? Because you made me cry
You got me on the floor
Now what are you waiting for?
Waste your time with me
Tell me what you really see
And was this our destiny
Or re you really trying to be
Baby, I was there for you
I did anything you asked me to
Then you argue with me for hours on end
Debating what we want to end
Blind to see my flowing tears
Rip my heart out with those rusty shears
Don’t call the doctor because you’re scared
Don’t call them, I know you don’t care
Never wanted to let me go
Then it’s time to end the show
Still everything is clear as day
Left me on the floor to decay
Now it’s old but yet so new
Still clueless how I feel about you
Crying, dying, baby I was flying
Giving everything but you were just lying
“Darling, Darling, please don’t leave
I’m begging you, begging you I’m on my knees, please”
“Honey, I’m not going any where
Get up from that floor, now there”
And then the next day
There’s nothing but that toll to pay
You stole her heart and disposed of mine
And everything was going fine
And I told you I’d give it all for you six months later you have no clue
Never kissed another set of lips.
Nope, never had another kiss.
Clean up this mess that you made
I’m not throwing you a parade
I gave it all
You let me fall
God, how can I be so stupid
Another bloody war with cupid
Leave my guts in the dirt
I’ll lay here while you go flirt
And I’ve never been so aggressive
Please, save me from being so obsessive
It’s one in the morning
And you’re in bed snoring
And I’m pilling my thoughts out onto this paper
Me as in her waiting for some one to save her
Leaving me here
Staying with my biggest fear
Giving it all on for
Literally giving nothing more
Forget the tears shed
Forget the blood shed
Got to look for the words inside my head
That’s pretty much dead
Calling me later on in your relationship
Telling me “Oh, and all she ever does it hit
I’m tired of her, you know?
I’m sorry, Canaan, I should have never let you go.”
Pulling out those drawings that I drew
The ones I spent hours on to impress you
And I’ll take out those poems you wrote
The still smell like the inside of your coat
I try and I try
I know that I can’t cry
It’s not allowed
My vision is blurring now
Help me, I can’t see
These wording I’m writing down on paper saying how it’s supposed to be
Running from my own mind
Then again, that’s hard to find
Cramping hands and jamming brains
As I’m sitting here waiting for the rain
Then I can go out side
And you can’t see the tears I cry
Broken down because of you
Tell me, tell me then what do I do?
These stars promising to guide me
And my feet saying leave the past behind me
You know it’s hard letting go
When you’ve gave all the love you could possibly show
I’m still trying to walk the streets
To find a guy that I can see inside and meet
Sing me to sleep like you wanted to
Let me knows there’s more I can do
No, I don’t want you back
Because in your eyes all I did was slack
And causing these head aches
And Feeling the heart ache
Like the never ending space
Where she had taken my place
Now I start to unfold
In the break up Olympics, you’ve won the gold
And I tell you that I understand
And nervously look at my hands
Thank god it’s over the phone
That isn’t a total drown
This is coming from my heart too
Tell me is there more I can do?
I’m living a new life
Pulling out that knife
And today I’m gonna start
XOXO,
My heart.
To the point where it's impossible to think
Next time rip me open
And pour me out
The sounds of my screams and shouts
They fill your ears
Unleashing all your deepest fears
Making excuses to make me understand
When all I wanted was to hold your hand
I wanted you with all my life
Then you went and stabbed my chest with that damn knife
Leaving me confused
And unsure of what to do
What have I got left to loose?
You stole my heart and took it with you
Broke my tower when I was almost done
When I was proud about how strong I'd become
Then that day we fought
Never gave it a second thought
I gave you my all, baby
Kill me now and just say maybe
So what? So what?
We just messed everything up.
You had to go that extra week
And leave me with just a peak
Pick me up and put me down
Then tell me that you’re a clown
Lay me down and beat me
That’s fine it was always your dream to defeat me.
Tear my clothes and make them new
Because that’s really what you’d rather do
Just to let you know, that night I nearly died
Why? Because you made me cry
You got me on the floor
Now what are you waiting for?
Waste your time with me
Tell me what you really see
And was this our destiny
Or re you really trying to be
Baby, I was there for you
I did anything you asked me to
Then you argue with me for hours on end
Debating what we want to end
Blind to see my flowing tears
Rip my heart out with those rusty shears
Don’t call the doctor because you’re scared
Don’t call them, I know you don’t care
Never wanted to let me go
Then it’s time to end the show
Still everything is clear as day
Left me on the floor to decay
Now it’s old but yet so new
Still clueless how I feel about you
Crying, dying, baby I was flying
Giving everything but you were just lying
“Darling, Darling, please don’t leave
I’m begging you, begging you I’m on my knees, please”
“Honey, I’m not going any where
Get up from that floor, now there”
And then the next day
There’s nothing but that toll to pay
You stole her heart and disposed of mine
And everything was going fine
And I told you I’d give it all for you six months later you have no clue
Never kissed another set of lips.
Nope, never had another kiss.
Clean up this mess that you made
I’m not throwing you a parade
I gave it all
You let me fall
God, how can I be so stupid
Another bloody war with cupid
Leave my guts in the dirt
I’ll lay here while you go flirt
And I’ve never been so aggressive
Please, save me from being so obsessive
It’s one in the morning
And you’re in bed snoring
And I’m pilling my thoughts out onto this paper
Me as in her waiting for some one to save her
Leaving me here
Staying with my biggest fear
Giving it all on for
Literally giving nothing more
Forget the tears shed
Forget the blood shed
Got to look for the words inside my head
That’s pretty much dead
Calling me later on in your relationship
Telling me “Oh, and all she ever does it hit
I’m tired of her, you know?
I’m sorry, Canaan, I should have never let you go.”
Pulling out those drawings that I drew
The ones I spent hours on to impress you
And I’ll take out those poems you wrote
The still smell like the inside of your coat
I try and I try
I know that I can’t cry
It’s not allowed
My vision is blurring now
Help me, I can’t see
These wording I’m writing down on paper saying how it’s supposed to be
Running from my own mind
Then again, that’s hard to find
Cramping hands and jamming brains
As I’m sitting here waiting for the rain
Then I can go out side
And you can’t see the tears I cry
Broken down because of you
Tell me, tell me then what do I do?
These stars promising to guide me
And my feet saying leave the past behind me
You know it’s hard letting go
When you’ve gave all the love you could possibly show
I’m still trying to walk the streets
To find a guy that I can see inside and meet
Sing me to sleep like you wanted to
Let me knows there’s more I can do
No, I don’t want you back
Because in your eyes all I did was slack
And causing these head aches
And Feeling the heart ache
Like the never ending space
Where she had taken my place
Now I start to unfold
In the break up Olympics, you’ve won the gold
And I tell you that I understand
And nervously look at my hands
Thank god it’s over the phone
That isn’t a total drown
This is coming from my heart too
Tell me is there more I can do?
I’m living a new life
Pulling out that knife
And today I’m gonna start
XOXO,
My heart.