i thought i had this down packed.

i didn't know love,
would stoop me this low.
to the point where its mentally impossible,
to just let go.
my anxiety attacked,
overtook my whole self.
i thought i had this all down packed.

the picture of you and me is all gone,
you replaced it with a you and a her.
my half was ripped, left to be alone.
just like my heart, let it shatter.
may i ask you a silly question?
is it just me, or did i even matter?

can we make this any better,
if i told you i still loved you?
if i sent it in a kind of letter?
what about my heart?
if i gave you it could we be an US?

i wish i could read whats going on
inside that brain of yours.
i remember lying on your lawn.
staring up at those big stars
i remember the time i said
' Lets just get away to mars'

i didn't know love,
would stoop me this low.
to the point where its mentally impossible,
to just let go.
my anxiety attacked,
overtook my whole self.
i thought i had this all down packed.